Okay. I can do this.
Guys. I HAVE to take a break.
From posting, I mean. And reading blogs. It wouldn’t be fair if I just posted and didn’t read, and reading blogs is just WAY too stressful at the moment. Difficult to explain – I get panicked when I think of it. I might read SOME, but I won’t be up to my usual standard. I’m sorry.
I was better today. I didn’t hurt myself, I don’t think. Okay that’s a bit of a lie but just don’t ask, please. I can’t. And I won’t do it again, I promise, or I’ll try not to as best I can. because it’s a stupid thing to do. I didn’t do anything VERY bad, so please don’t worry about me.
That doesn’t mean to say that I won’t be here to talk if you need me. Of COURSE I will; everyone here has helped me too much for me to just abandon them. If you need anything – advice, help, or just a chat, don’t hesitate to email me or to message me on Kik. I’m here to help. I won’t think you’re whining, or that your problems aren’t significant compared to mine (they’re MORE significant!).
But I’m sorry. I just need to sort myself out. I’m going to town with my friends tomorrow, which will make me much happier, but it’s not fair to just bombard you with depressive posts that say the same thing. I won’t do that to you.
Thanks for all your help yesterday. I desperately needed it. Your advice was MUCH appreciated because yesterday was an awful, awful day.
I won’t be gone for long, I promise 🙂