So I’m laughing so hard that I’ve become a bit hysterical.
Okay, so before you read this, read how I got rejected yesterday.
Okay, I have to admit that I was quite upset about it. Not as upset as I THOUGHT.
It literally just hit me that, well…
LITERALLY. I got rejected. I can move on from this. This may not make sense, but put it this way: it’s ONE thing in life.
My life isn’t over. I can face him next year, and not feel awkward. I feel so fucking free, and I WON’T try and contact him.
Yeah. I’m happy, and I’ve only just realised.
HAHAHAHAHA! Why do I find this funny? I think the stress has just got to me, and then leapt away again, and I’m so damn happy.
My friends are amazing. YOU are amazing. BIRCH is amazing. The fact that the summer holidays are here is AMAZING.
I’m going to France on Monday. It’ll be good. I will MAKE it be good. Screw what my mother says to me and when she puts me down.
I AM ELM, and I have the power of this blog behind me and the encouragement of my friends, both ones I’ve made through my blog and ones in real life.
To those of you going through a similar situation, trust me on this: IT IS ONE THING. Tell the person you like them. It’s so bloody much easier when you do.
What the Oscar am I even saying? Actually, who cares? I’m happy and I will grab that happiness with both hands.
Here’s to a positive week, month, year, if I can.
From a bouncing-off-the-walls Elm 🙂 🙂