AHAHAHA I have Come to a Sudden Realisation


So I’m laughing so hard that I’ve become a bit hysterical.

Okay, so before you read this, read how I got rejected yesterday.

Okay, I have to admit that I was quite upset about it. Not as upset as I THOUGHT.

It literally just hit me that, well…


LITERALLY. I got rejected. I can move on from this. This may not make sense, but put it this way: it’s ONE thing in life.

My life isn’t over. I can face him next year, and not feel awkward. I feel so fucking free, and I WON’T try and contact him.

Yeah. I’m happy, and I’ve only just realised.

HAHAHAHAHA! Why do I find this funny? I think the stress has just got to me, and then leapt away again, and I’m so damn happy.

My friends are amazing. YOU are amazing. BIRCH is amazing. The fact that the summer holidays are here is AMAZING.

I’m going to France on Monday. It’ll be good. I will MAKE it be good. Screw what my mother says to me and when she puts me down.

I AM ELM, and I have the power of this blog behind me and the encouragement of my friends, both ones I’ve made through my blog and ones in real life.

To those of you going through a similar situation, trust me on this: IT IS ONE THING. Tell the person you like them. It’s so bloody much easier when you do.

What the Oscar am I even saying? Actually, who cares? I’m happy and I will grab that happiness with both hands.

Here’s to a positive week, month, year, if I can.

From a bouncing-off-the-walls Elm πŸ™‚ πŸ™‚

44 thoughts on “AHAHAHA I have Come to a Sudden Realisation

  1. Each post you just get more wonderful! I could feel the positivity just beaming out of this post. Have a good time in France!

  2. Hahaha, the way you just recommend people to tell other people how they actually feel – and then I think about all the times WE told YOU the exact same! Oh My, I`m so happy for you, Elm. I`m glad you`re so strong and I hope you stay this happy FOREVER AND EVER. Seriously, you are so good. You deserve the best, remember that. πŸ™‚ Have some good days in France and keep us updated! I read your blog every day, just so you know. πŸ˜€

    • Thank you! Thank you SO, SO much. And yes, my hypocrisy is just… πŸ˜€ Ah, I should have listened to you sooner, but I think now was the perfect time in hindsight.

      • Haha, despite everything, everything happens at a right time, whether we believe it or not. I`m just glad you believed us and most importantly, IN YOURSELF AND DID IT! Have an amazing Sunday, gorgeous. πŸ™‚

  3. I could literally feel the happiness seeping through this post. The first thing I thought was “is she high?” (is that a rude question? Oops) and then I just shook my head in wonder.

    • I’d bloody well hope I’m not high xD It’s not a rude question. And shook your head in horrified wonder, or awed wonder? πŸ˜€

  4. I just appericiated is post so much. I know exactly what you mean, and I love that you just put it into words. Congrats and welcome to the most awesome freedom ever! πŸ˜€

  5. SO HAPPY for you! So glad you can move on now and be happy and positive! πŸ™‚ Hope France is awesome!

  6. You said France and the first thing I think is ‘Taken’ πŸ˜›
    But have fun! (goes without saying in the City of Love/Light–I’ve heard it both ways though I do think the Light thins is more accurate)
    And I love this post. Because really, who the fig even cares?

  7. I read all your post about Birch, and I am really glad you are feeling good and happy!!! I liked a guy and never had the guts to tell him,so you were really brave to tell him how you felt. In the end though for me the guy ended up being a jerk and moving aways – also turns out he had a crush on my best friend so in a way I’m kinda glad I didn’t tell him πŸ˜› I hope you have an amazing time in France – I’ve always wanted to go πŸ˜› Hope you summer holidays go really well!!

    • God, thank you so much! That comment made my day πŸ™‚ By the way, I’m really sorry about that guy. He sounds like a right arse. You are WELL rid of him!
      Are you going anywhere in the summer? I hope your holidays go amazingly πŸ˜€

  8. Yaaay!! πŸ˜€ I have this big stupid smile on my face after reading this post. I am SO happy for you that I can’t even explain! πŸ˜€
    Maybe these actually might do better than words right now: πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€ πŸ˜€

      • I think we both might be a little a love with the word ‘happy’, don’t you think? πŸ˜‰ πŸ˜›
        EMOTICONS ARE LIFE!! ❀ ❀ ❀

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