I’m Alright Now

Sorry about yesterday. I freaked out and now I look back on it, that post was awful. But thank you SO much for supporting me.

I’m better now. I think. Turns out I AM going to VICTA, but now I don’t want to go because I’ll feel like shit. I’m actually really disgusted with my mother at the moment for various reasons, not least because I blame her entirely for my breakdown yesterday – and it WAS a breakdown, and a terrifying one at that.

But yeah – I’m mostly alright now. Talking to my friends like Red and Odd really helped, and I had a chat with my boyfriend that calmed me down.

Speaking of – it’s unlikely I’ll get to meet up with him before the 20th (which is when I go to VICTA) because dad is working on Tuesday and Monday’s tomorrow and I’m so stressed. I need to meet up him because I have to know that what we have “online” is still there in real life. I’m actually sick of things not going to plan because it’s making me angry. I know that’s petty, but if I could help it, I would.

Annoyingly, I won’t be accepting awards until I come back (that’s on the 23rd). Thank you to ANYONE that nominated me, because it means a hell of a lot. I just feel too stressed and too much is going on in my mind. Sorry again 😦

I kind of want to have a chat with any blogger. If ya feel like it, drop me an email.

Hope you’re all doing great. If you’re not, I’m happy to give advice however I can.

From Elm πŸ™‚

44 thoughts on “I’m Alright Now

    • Oh! It’s a charity to help VI (visually impaired but that’s too long to type out) people πŸ™‚ They run weekends and events and that sort of thing.

  1. Why can’t I blog like you. Seriously u put put great comments on other people’s blogs and u write great content. Not to mention all the great traffic u get. Teach me please. πŸ˜…

  2. IΒ΄m glad you are already fine now. Friends are always there to make us feel better, donΒ΄t you think?

  3. In short, real life sucks. We make mistakes that unfortunately will impact our life’s no matter how much we regret it. But we do have the opportunity to start over whenever we want to. And it’s going to be as hard as hell, but I’ve found that the earlier, the better.

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