Sorry about yesterday. I freaked out and now I look back on it, that post was awful. But thank you SO much for supporting me.
I’m better now. I think. Turns out I AM going to VICTA, but now I don’t want to go because I’ll feel like shit. I’m actually really disgusted with my mother at the moment for various reasons, not least because I blame her entirely for my breakdown yesterday – and it WAS a breakdown, and a terrifying one at that.
But yeah – I’m mostly alright now. Talking to my friends like Red and Odd really helped, and I had a chat with my boyfriend that calmed me down.
Speaking of – it’s unlikely I’ll get to meet up with him before the 20th (which is when I go to VICTA) because dad is working on Tuesday and Monday’s tomorrow and I’m so stressed. I need to meet up him because I have to know that what we have “online” is still there in real life. I’m actually sick of things not going to plan because it’s making me angry. I know that’s petty, but if I could help it, I would.
Annoyingly, I won’t be accepting awards until I come back (that’s on the 23rd). Thank you to ANYONE that nominated me, because it means a hell of a lot. I just feel too stressed and too much is going on in my mind. Sorry again 😦
I kind of want to have a chat with any blogger. If ya feel like it, drop me an email.
Hope you’re all doing great. If you’re not, I’m happy to give advice however I can.
From Elm 🙂
Just Call Me Elm or Something 
Glad you are feeling a bit better. You know where I am if you want to talk! Xx
Thank you, Ocean! 🙂
YAY I’m so happy to know you’re okay now 😀 I hope you enjoy VICTA
Merci! 🙂 🙂
I’m so glad to see you’re in a better state of mind. May I ask, what is VICTA?
Oh! It’s a charity to help VI (visually impaired but that’s too long to type out) people 🙂 They run weekends and events and that sort of thing.
Hello, I nominated you for The Premio Dardos Award! Please check out my last post for more information and instructions! 🙂
I am glad you are okay now elm. Dont forgeet where I am if you need to talk about anything!
Thank you! Likewise to you 🙂
Thank you and dont hurt yourself!
I won’t, I promise.
good !
It’s good to know you’re feeling better. Don’t feel bad, just enjoy your trip 🙂
I’ll try my best 🙂 Thanks!
AH I’m so glad things are getting better! I really hope you enjoy your trip and that it takes your mind of things for a while! 😀
Thank you! I think it will 🙂
I’m happy that ur okay! 🙂
I somehow missed yesterday’s post, and I’m sorry you felt awful. I’m glad you feel better now, and I hope everything works out in the end, like it should!
Thank you so much! 🙂
Glad you feel better. I hope you and your mother patch things up soon.
Thank you! 🙂
Glad you’re feeling better girlie. ❤ 🙂
🙂 I seriously need to email you sometime! I’ll do that now 😀
Yay! Elm, you are the unicorn I knew u would be! 😉
WAAHEEYY!! 🙂 Unicorn, eh?
YES. Because unicorns are the most fantabulous creatures of all! 😉
Hey it’s good that you’re feeling better! Did you get my Kik??? Also I think unicorn is a Glee reference 😉
Ooh, I shall checketh my kik now!
Why can’t I blog like you. Seriously u put put great comments on other people’s blogs and u write great content. Not to mention all the great traffic u get. Teach me please. 😅
But but but but I don’t even know how it happened!
Lol 😜
I´m glad you are already fine now. Friends are always there to make us feel better, don´t you think?
Yes, exactly! 🙂
So glad you’re feeling better (: I hope that it gets a little better and you have fun at VICTA.
Thank you so much; I’ll let you know how it goes!
I’m so happy for you!!!! 🙂 Hope VICTA is awesome!
Thank yoouu! 🙂
In short, real life sucks. We make mistakes that unfortunately will impact our life’s no matter how much we regret it. But we do have the opportunity to start over whenever we want to. And it’s going to be as hard as hell, but I’ve found that the earlier, the better.
Exactly. And I think that’s what I need to do. 🙂
Go for it girl! 🙂
Apologize not for being sad 😛 We love you and everyone has breakdowns! (They do….right? Well, I most definitely do) -Hugs-
Thank you! 🙂
You are awesome. Never forget that.
And likewise to you. Thank you so so much 🙂