So today, I got a detention. (OOOOOOOHHHHH rebel!)
Nah. Usually, I wouldn’t mind, but after the breakdown in maths and everything that went on I snapped. Went to the head of year’s office and broke down. BLEH, it was okay.
But I feel better. We discussed everything: my maths breakdown, my inability to concentrate, the fact that my mum makes me feel like shit all the time, what happened to me in the past that affected me, and even a little bit about Ash.
I know she’s worried about him. I’m really worried about him, too, but there’s nothing I can do. When I said I was worried, she said, “He needs a friend like you.” It nearly broke my heart, honestly.
It’s not my place to be worried, but I am. I know he wouldn’t want my concern but I can’t help it; I still feel a loyalty towards him and I still care, no matter how badly I screwed it up.
But I’m okay. I’m feeling a little better. Still a bit fragile, but I’m coping as ever 🙂
EH, I never did do that post I promised yesterday. Sorry!
How’re all of you? I’ve got back into reading blogs recently, but I’m a slow-going process. I hope you don’t mind.
Hmm… I’m thinking of showing my blog to my friend Fern – look on my who’s who, exactly? page to find out who she is because I’m seriously lazy. Having second thoughts, though. Might as well; I trust her enough.
MY SENTENCE STRUCTURE IS HORRIFIC!
From Elm 🙂
Just Call Me Elm or Something 
So glad you’re feeling better, Elm – hope it continues forever! 💗 xx
Thank you; I’d say the same for you! You’re the best 🙂
Glad things seem to be finally looking up. Sorry I haven’t posted on your blog much but I have been reding
It’s totally okay! 🙂 I have to apologise for the same thing.
I can’t help but feel the urge to tell you that I am currently obsessed with the word cake and I cannot help it but anyway it’s good to have a good cry every now and again so don’t feel too disheartened by it all. I’m sure things will get better soon
Cake is just such a nice word! I love the word cyan right now.
Crying actually helped me. Weird, huh?
Isn’t crying supposed to release some kind of hormone that just makes you chill? Or did I make that up
No no you didn’t make it up; it’s a fact of science or some such shit 😀
Well if that’s the case, i’ll be sure to cry more often
I am glad you are feeling better!! Do you really want to tell her about your blog? None of my friend know about mine!
A few of my friends know about mine 🙂 Perhaps I will; perhaps not. I’m not honestly sure
I would say maybe wait until you are sure, just because you can’t really take it back after you tell her!
OOOOOOOH Elm you REBEL! 😛 But seriously I am so, so happy that you managed to talk about it and you’re feeling better!
Thank you SO much, you amazing person!
Ohhh BUSTED I got a detention too but I hope my dad cleared that up 😢