Hii, guys!
So, I don’t really want to think about today, but a couple of important things happened.
I had three breakdowns: one in maths when I got aggressive, one with my friend Wren where we walked around for a while and one to my VI (blind thing) helper and that was NOT pleasant so yeah.
I talked about asking for help and I totally freaked and feel guilty STOP ELM STOP okay cool.
I have a horrible headache from crying so much and ugh.
So I still feel awful and confused and voletile and all that shit, but it’s not as bad as it was before. Yesterday, I know I said I wanted to die. Now, that’s receding – you may not think it, but your words really did help me.
ALSO, I have completely forgotten to do Dziey’s 5-Day challenge today AND yesterday, and I’m really sorry for that! 😦 Forgive me?
I have some homework and revision to do, but ALSO ALSO – this is exciting yes. And makes me feel happy.
I just set up a kik blogging chat. If you’d like to join, add me on Kik – GemstoneEyes – but be warned, it might get hectic because there will potentially be a lot of us. And I might not be able to message as often as I’d like because school. But I hope you’ll like it, nonetheless!
From Elm 🙂
I’ll join 🙂 mini_remix
YAS! Awesome 🙂
don’t worry
i’m finding it hard to fit blogging in,
a 2 page essay + revison + language revision
= no teachers, not fun!!!
Luv
GeorgieGrl
Ugh, oh well! 🙂 We’ll manage
I’m so sorry!!!
I’m gonna definitely post tmoz!!!
Luv
GeorgieGrl
Oh snap 😦 I hope you’re feeling better, there’s nothing worse than a headache from crying 😦 ❤ xxx
EXACTLY! I’m so glad I’m not alone 🙂
You’re never alone 🙂 (I hope that didn’t sound too creepy!) ❤ xx
It didn’t at all!
Good good lol xx
The group is great so far, everyone in it is so nice, though a lot of them are strangers to me… I really need to follow more people. I must admit, making the group was a good idea.
And as for your breakdowns, don’t worry about that kind of thing. They happen to the best of people, and when they pass, you feel that wonderful sense of relief. You have just gotta get through it xxx
And I’ll try my best to. Thank you for all the support you’ve EVER given me xxx
Hehe, I’m glad you like it!
You don’t have to worry about my challenge 😉
But I DO!
🙂
I just discovered your blog and love it so I’ve nominated you for the versatile blogger award! Check out my post on it and then do yours 😀 x
ps. If you’ve already been nominated, apologies, I didn’t notice, but hey now you’ve got two nominations!
YAYYY, thank you so so much! 🙂 You’re amazing
Take care of yourself Elm – allow yourself to recover. We’re all here for you – talk to me if you ever need to x
Of course 🙂 And you do too.
Lots of love x
Also I nominated you for The Versatile Blogger Award – exciting stuff huh? Congratulations, an imganairy unicorn will be spent to you shortly.
YEAHHH thank you so much!
* sent
Oh god Elm. I’m so sorry. There is nothing to feel guilty about, because sometimes you need to be like “yep, I’m gonna cry or scream right now, deal with it” because your body needs to express your emotions.
I hope that you are okay, and just make sure you sleep alot because crying is sososososososo draining!
And drink water!
sorry for being a mother hen!
xxx
Don’t apologise for being a mother hen, hehe! I love how you’re supporting me; it makes me feel so much better. I DID get sleep, and I did qink a LOT of water, cause I felt dehydrated. You’re really amazing, and thank you! How have you been?
Aww, well it’s good you feel better! You are truly amazing too! I have been good, but unappreciative of the hot weather in Australia! xx 🙂
ARGH, appreciate it! It’s horrible over here.
Just take time to get better and relax a little and hopefully you will feel better soon. 🙂
I really hope I will! Thank you, Luna 🙂
Please feel better, we hate to see you like this. Crying sucks, but it makes me feel better, somewhat.
I’d love to join the kik group 😄 I’ll kik you after I finish typing this comment hehe
YAY! 🙂 I got your message. Thank you so so much Reine.
Having breakdowns is completely normal and understandable. You don’t need to berate yourself for having them. You don’t worry about anything, just let those emotions out and you’ll feel so much better:)
Argh, you’re right, as always 🙂 Thank you so much!
You’re welcome 🙂
i really hope you feel better now! just know that everyone breaks down sometimes and its alright to feel this way. rest well! i’d absolutely love to be a part of your kik group! i’ll kik you right now 🙂
Yayy! 🙂 Thank you so so much!
I stumbled upon your blog while looking for some new materials for my articles. Good read!! Love what you have written!
Hi, I’m so sorry for not replying! But thank you; your words are so lovely 🙂
You’re most welcome. Don’t be shy, come by MiddleMe to say hi!
That I shall! 🙂