A Couple Of Things

Hii, guys!

So, I don’t really want to think about today, but a couple of important things happened.

I had three breakdowns: one in maths when I got aggressive, one with my friend Wren where we walked around for a while and one to my VI (blind thing) helper and that was NOT pleasant so yeah.
I talked about asking for help and I totally freaked and feel guilty STOP ELM STOP okay cool.
I have a horrible headache from crying so much and ugh.

So I still feel awful and confused and voletile and all that shit, but it’s not as bad as it was before. Yesterday, I know I said I wanted to die. Now, that’s receding – you may not think it, but your words really did help me.

ALSO, I have completely forgotten to do Dziey’s 5-Day challenge today AND yesterday, and I’m really sorry for that! 😦 Forgive me?

I have some homework and revision to do, but ALSO ALSO – this is exciting yes. And makes me feel happy.

I just set up a kik blogging chat. If you’d like to join, add me on Kik – GemstoneEyes – but be warned, it might get hectic because there will potentially be a lot of us. And I might not be able to message as often as I’d like because school. But I hope you’ll like it, nonetheless!

From Elm πŸ™‚

40 thoughts on “A Couple Of Things

  1. Oh snap 😦 I hope you’re feeling better, there’s nothing worse than a headache from crying 😦 ❀ xxx

  2. The group is great so far, everyone in it is so nice, though a lot of them are strangers to me… I really need to follow more people. I must admit, making the group was a good idea.

    And as for your breakdowns, don’t worry about that kind of thing. They happen to the best of people, and when they pass, you feel that wonderful sense of relief. You have just gotta get through it xxx

  3. I just discovered your blog and love it so I’ve nominated you for the versatile blogger award! Check out my post on it and then do yours πŸ˜€ x
    ps. If you’ve already been nominated, apologies, I didn’t notice, but hey now you’ve got two nominations!

  4. Oh god Elm. I’m so sorry. There is nothing to feel guilty about, because sometimes you need to be like “yep, I’m gonna cry or scream right now, deal with it” because your body needs to express your emotions.
    I hope that you are okay, and just make sure you sleep alot because crying is sososososososo draining!
    And drink water!
    sorry for being a mother hen!

    • Don’t apologise for being a mother hen, hehe! I love how you’re supporting me; it makes me feel so much better. I DID get sleep, and I did qink a LOT of water, cause I felt dehydrated. You’re really amazing, and thank you! How have you been?

  5. Please feel better, we hate to see you like this. Crying sucks, but it makes me feel better, somewhat.

    I’d love to join the kik group πŸ˜„ I’ll kik you after I finish typing this comment hehe

  6. Having breakdowns is completely normal and understandable. You don’t need to berate yourself for having them. You don’t worry about anything, just let those emotions out and you’ll feel so much better:)

  7. i really hope you feel better now! just know that everyone breaks down sometimes and its alright to feel this way. rest well! i’d absolutely love to be a part of your kik group! i’ll kik you right now πŸ™‚

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