So, I don’t really want to think about today, but a couple of important things happened.
I had three breakdowns: one in maths when I got aggressive, one with my friend Wren where we walked around for a while and one to my VI (blind thing) helper and that was NOT pleasant so yeah.
I talked about asking for help and I totally freaked and feel guilty STOP ELM STOP okay cool.
I have a horrible headache from crying so much and ugh.
So I still feel awful and confused and voletile and all that shit, but it’s not as bad as it was before. Yesterday, I know I said I wanted to die. Now, that’s receding – you may not think it, but your words really did help me.
ALSO, I have completely forgotten to do Dziey’s 5-Day challenge today AND yesterday, and I’m really sorry for that! 😦 Forgive me?
I have some homework and revision to do, but ALSO ALSO – this is exciting yes. And makes me feel happy.
I just set up a kik blogging chat. If you’d like to join, add me on Kik – GemstoneEyes – but be warned, it might get hectic because there will potentially be a lot of us. And I might not be able to message as often as I’d like because school. But I hope you’ll like it, nonetheless!
From Elm 🙂