I Actually WILL Do It This Time

Ello!

So. I’ve said this about 5 times already – probably more – but…

I NEED TO TAKE A BREAK FROM BLOGGING. An ACTUAL break: none of this “I feel guilty so I HAVE to post” bullshit.

See, I’ve got GCSEs in 12 days. And I have kind of locked myself into a loop of thinking I’ll fail, convincing myself I’m not doing enough revision and then crying about it. So that isn’t exactly good.

Yup. I’m probably going to post in the half term, though I’m going up to see Rapunzel which should be awesome. I’ll miss all of you guys, and remember I’m just an email away.

I’ve also been feeling really shitty recently. I had a total mental breakdown today, over something that was stupid. I’ve realised I need to take care of myself, on top of revising. I’ve had enough of feeling terrible and snapping at people because of it; it fucks up my health and other people’s too.

That thing today was pretty damn horrible. It strikes me as strange that I can’t think of myself, and that I get snappish when I do. My feelings are pretty meh at the moment, which I won’t go into because it makes me feel tired. But I WILL be okay, because I just need to take time to appreciate things and just live.

I hope you guys’ll be okay. Things will probably be hectic for all of us, especially those with exams coming up soon. Take care of yourself, and when I come back, I’ll be way more involved in the blogosphere. I’m still Elm, after all.

Love from Elm πŸ™‚

76 thoughts on “I Actually WILL Do It This Time

  1. Good luck in your GCSE’s. Your blog will be here once they are over. Focus on the most important thing right now. You!

  2. good luck on styding and I’m happy you want to care more about yourself . we all need that and I can’t wait until you come back πŸ™‚
    miss you πŸ™‚

  3. Elm, you take all the time that you need. Of course you know that you’ll always have people here who miss you and would love you to come back regularly, but your nerves come first! πŸ˜‰ You’ll do great. Really. I have faith in you. XD
    -Amy

  4. I wish you the best of luck on your exams and trust me, with all the preparation you’ve done, I don’t even think it’s possible for you to fail.
    -Dani πŸ™‚ ❀

  5. We’re going to be okay Elm! Do what you need to do! Good luck on your examinations. I know you will do good.

  6. Good luck with your exams! Take all the time you need to, and just focus on doing your best and staying positive πŸ™‚ Wishing you all the best!

  7. Good luck elm , and while you study , do take care of yourself . we all know you can do this πŸ™‚

  8. Hey Elm! I know you’re taking a break from blogging, but I nominated you for the One Lovely Blog Award. Take your time with it, there’s no pressure! πŸ™‚

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