So. I’ve said this about 5 times already – probably more – but…
I NEED TO TAKE A BREAK FROM BLOGGING. An ACTUAL break: none of this “I feel guilty so I HAVE to post” bullshit.
See, I’ve got GCSEs in 12 days. And I have kind of locked myself into a loop of thinking I’ll fail, convincing myself I’m not doing enough revision and then crying about it. So that isn’t exactly good.
Yup. I’m probably going to post in the half term, though I’m going up to see Rapunzel which should be awesome. I’ll miss all of you guys, and remember I’m just an email away.
I’ve also been feeling really shitty recently. I had a total mental breakdown today, over something that was stupid. I’ve realised I need to take care of myself, on top of revising. I’ve had enough of feeling terrible and snapping at people because of it; it fucks up my health and other people’s too.
That thing today was pretty damn horrible. It strikes me as strange that I can’t think of myself, and that I get snappish when I do. My feelings are pretty meh at the moment, which I won’t go into because it makes me feel tired. But I WILL be okay, because I just need to take time to appreciate things and just live.
I hope you guys’ll be okay. Things will probably be hectic for all of us, especially those with exams coming up soon. Take care of yourself, and when I come back, I’ll be way more involved in the blogosphere. I’m still Elm, after all.
Love from Elm 🙂